I'm Not A Girl, Not Yet A Woman

"I'm Not A Girl, Not Yet A Woman"
 

I used to think
I had the answers to everything,
But now I know
Life doesn't always go my way, yeah...
Feels like I'm caught in the middle
That's when I realize...[Chorus:]
I'm not a girl,
Not yet a woman.
All I need is time,
A moment that is mine,
While I'm in between.[Verse 2]
I'm not a girl,
There is no need to protect me.
It's time that I
Learn to face up to this on my own.
I've seen so much more than you know now,
So don't tell me to shut my eyes.[Chorus]

I'm not a girl,
But if you look at me closely,
You will see it in my eyes.
This girl will always find
Her way.

I'm not a girl
(I'm not a girl don't tell me what to believe).
Not Yet a woman
(I'm just trying to find the woman in me, yeah).
All I need is time (All I need),
A moment that is mine (That is mine),
While I'm in between.

I'm not a girl
Not yet a woman (not now)
All I need is time (All I need),
A moment that is mine,
While I'm in between.

I'm not a girl,
Not yet a woman.

Yah lagu yang dinyanyiin Britney di atas bener2 nge-gambarin gw bgt dah,, I'm Not A Girl Not Yet A Woman....Bukan gadis remaja lagi n belum menjadi seorang wanita yang bener2 dewasa.. Terjebak antara 2 masa.. hahahaha,, But yeah that's me.. Mau ga mau harus menjalani masa2 ini.. Dulu ketika masih remaja, masih senang-senangnya yg namanya maen, ngumpul ma temen, nganggep kalo hidup ini begitu menyenangkan (ya iyalah tiap hari kerjaan cm maen n maen ajah,, hahahaha), ga malu minta duit trs ma nyokap, sama sekali ga peduli yang namanya masa depan (kepikiran aja ga,,) ...BUT NOW... makin bertambah umur, makin tau artinya apa itu kehidupan, makin bijak dalam memandang suatu masalah n dalam mengambil keputusan (masa' sih..(_ _") ) jarang banget maen keluar (padahal mau mutihin kulit,, hahaha), n mulai malu minta duit terus ma nyokap (iyalah,, masa uda lulus kuliah masi aja minta, harusnya mulai cari kerja dunk,,Tapi sayang nya pekerjaan masih menjauh dari ku,, hiks,, hiks,,), n kadang kalo lagi sunyi sepi sendiri suka mikirin apa sih tujuan hidup ini, sampe kapan diri ini hidup di dunia, ntar gimana nasib di akherat,, waaaa,, tambah ngeri ajah,, Yang penting sekarang ane mo menjalani kesempatan hidup yg telah diberikan Allah SWT ini sebaik-baiknya.. Berbuat amal sebanyak-banyak nya, berusaha utk selalu ikhlas menerima segala takdir-Nya,, yupz,, coz Life is too short to hold back.. so.. Berikan yang terbaik utk TuhanMu (Allah SWT).. Cheer up!!